Dear Samantha, I know that your situation really isn"t very positive. If I were you I wouldn"t let it go though. This is the only time you can realize you dreams. It may turn out that this is the only chance for you to really achieve what you want to achieve. Or I should rather say that it is the only chance to realize the dreams you have always had. I know that you always wanted to meet that person and this time you have an opportunity to make that come true. Wouldn"t you like to shake hands with William in real life? not just admire him via television of by checking out the latest news about him online? If you don"t have the money to go for that concert after which you are supposed to meet him, you should sell that gold items you wrote about. sell gold and get funds for that thing, this is more important than some old earrings you no longer need in fact. Just sell gold and invest the cash in it, trust me and it will not be worse than it is. I know how it tastes and how it feels to have your dreams unfulfilled. I would never repeat those mistakes I made in my life. regretting things is definitely one of the worst things that may occur to one. There is nothing worse. The art is hidden in reading between the lines and living in a way that would prevent you from regretting anything.